The memoir
Chasing a Light
in the Darkness
A story of resilience in the face of unrelenting medical challenges—and a testament to what the human body and spirit can endure.

About the book
When life changes in a single moment.
Shortly after her 61st birthday, Janet McDowell was diagnosed with lymphocytic leukemia. What followed was not a single battle but a long and unpredictable road through aggressive treatment, near-fatal complications, and an unrelated-donor stem cell transplant.
With honesty and clarity, Janet captures the fear, isolation, dependence, and unexpected moments of grace that defined her recovery. The memoir also honors the family, friends, caregivers, and medical professionals whose support helped carry her through.
A book for survivors—and everyone who loves them
This is not simply a medical story. It is an exploration of identity, vulnerability, hope, and the difficult courage of accepting help.
Reader praise
“Janet McDowell has faced enough medical challenges for five lifetimes. To read how one person could overcome so much and come out the other side with such a positive attitude on life is inspirational.”
“This book doesn’t just tell a story—it invites you to walk alongside the author through hardship and healing.”